the stench of iron swells withen the air
tiny ruby-like beads
pop up from the split skin
of what is
the reminents of a dying man
there lay ribbons of milky white flesh
that cover his thin legs
his arms, now bony and frail
with the meat barely clinging to them
look as though theyve been through a shredder
twisted and bloody
the pink scars remind him
of each day
that went wrong...
every day,
a new scar appears,
maybe more than one at a time,
and the beautiful red liquid
protruding from the slits
spills onto the floor
shattering like glass upon impact
the man wonders if there really is a god
for why would a god,
loving
Nothing can be so perfect
To be all alone in a care free world,
The ideal is yet to be
At least I can be fake
I forge a smile everyday
In passing periods I'm ecstatic,
School sounds...
so fun to me,
I Only wish
it was my true
Friends like to say they cared for me
We all like to play "grown up"
14 years of saying "lets play"
I really wish we would stop
Public feelings bloat my world
Oh only if they could stay
My doppleganger waves at me
whats wrong with me?
I was branded into a herd of people
Where we all were the same
yet we are all different
My genetics will forever keep me bound
like an anchor to a boat
I only wish
I lost my key
To the most important lock
ever...
It was a very special key
The key to her heart
One of a kind it was
Specially made for me
And I lost it
Maybe it wasn't even mine
But I had it
That's what mattered
And for that fraction of my life
I was happy
Grateful
You accepted me!
when others locked me out
And now
Because of my own stupidity
I am once again
Alone
plop 1, 2, 3
*rattle, rattle
skit! skit! slit!
*gulp gulp gulp *ahhh
how long will you stay before you go again? *gulp gulp
may you please never leave... ever?
you see, ive got this thing
this.. thing...*sways
where ony you can calm me
its not that im afraid of the dark or anything*falls onto bed
but please, last time you left
i lost everything...
your golden blonde hair
with shiny strides in it
i remember it as clear as crystal
always clean
you always wore the same blue dress
with white flowers in your hair
youll come back...
right?
*stumbles out door
i lost myself in the darkness that night
wanderin from streetlight
Loneliness
is a terrible thing
Especially when you're standing right there (*points)
Standing, oh so lovely in the breeze
Swaying, so gently
My eyes dare not meet yours
For they know, if they do, they will forever be trapped
So there we stand
Only us...
(Well it's only me now)
But I trusted you
Like a loyal song bird
Only singing for you
But then you found him!
The angst within me burst
Now I lie here,
By myself,
in ribbons
Those that can never be put together again
I can never sing for you again
For when I try to
I'll remember that it no longer matters
but really
I hope you can be happy
Without me
Because you've
the stench of iron swells withen the air
tiny ruby-like beads
pop up from the split skin
of what is
the reminents of a dying man
there lay ribbons of milky white flesh
that cover his thin legs
his arms, now bony and frail
with the meat barely clinging to them
look as though theyve been through a shredder
twisted and bloody
the pink scars remind him
of each day
that went wrong...
every day,
a new scar appears,
maybe more than one at a time,
and the beautiful red liquid
protruding from the slits
spills onto the floor
shattering like glass upon impact
the man wonders if there really is a god
for why would a god,
loving
Nothing can be so perfect
To be all alone in a care free world,
The ideal is yet to be
At least I can be fake
I forge a smile everyday
In passing periods I'm ecstatic,
School sounds...
so fun to me,
I Only wish
it was my true
Friends like to say they cared for me
We all like to play "grown up"
14 years of saying "lets play"
I really wish we would stop
Public feelings bloat my world
Oh only if they could stay
My doppleganger waves at me
whats wrong with me?
I was branded into a herd of people
Where we all were the same
yet we are all different
My genetics will forever keep me bound
like an anchor to a boat
I only wish
I lost my key
To the most important lock
ever...
It was a very special key
The key to her heart
One of a kind it was
Specially made for me
And I lost it
Maybe it wasn't even mine
But I had it
That's what mattered
And for that fraction of my life
I was happy
Grateful
You accepted me!
when others locked me out
And now
Because of my own stupidity
I am once again
Alone
plop 1, 2, 3
*rattle, rattle
skit! skit! slit!
*gulp gulp gulp *ahhh
how long will you stay before you go again? *gulp gulp
may you please never leave... ever?
you see, ive got this thing
this.. thing...*sways
where ony you can calm me
its not that im afraid of the dark or anything*falls onto bed
but please, last time you left
i lost everything...
your golden blonde hair
with shiny strides in it
i remember it as clear as crystal
always clean
you always wore the same blue dress
with white flowers in your hair
youll come back...
right?
*stumbles out door
i lost myself in the darkness that night
wanderin from streetlight
Loneliness
is a terrible thing
Especially when you're standing right there (*points)
Standing, oh so lovely in the breeze
Swaying, so gently
My eyes dare not meet yours
For they know, if they do, they will forever be trapped
So there we stand
Only us...
(Well it's only me now)
But I trusted you
Like a loyal song bird
Only singing for you
But then you found him!
The angst within me burst
Now I lie here,
By myself,
in ribbons
Those that can never be put together again
I can never sing for you again
For when I try to
I'll remember that it no longer matters
but really
I hope you can be happy
Without me
Because you've
Be still, be still and close your eyes
Do not peek, it's a surprise
The cold hand clouded her sky blue eyes
She bit her lip and felt revived
Shhh, my dear, do not speak
She smiled softly with a squeak
She felt a breath upon her cheek
She ruffled her jumper above her feet
A peck tickled across her dimple
The kiss so small, yet sweet and simple
Oh, but sweetie, your aim is weak
You missed the spot, but reached my cheek
The hands sneaked around her waist
To trap her body just in case;
The kiss makes her lose her all
To carry her in case she falls
Soon she begins to flush and sway
As the kiss heads her way
I stare at my phone,
And await your reply,
As the midnight moonlight,
Softly glows in the sky,
Sensing my sorrow,
My world starts to spin,
My love has been tainted,
And blackened by sin.
Through teardrops and torment,
My eyes begin to blur.
To think, all of this!
All of this, caused by her.
Matching my mood,
The stars strangely seem glum.
Even the solace of silence,
Broken by the radiator's hum.
That mechanical buzz,
Moving maggots in my mind!
Maddening, misguiding,
I could snap like a twine!
My heart hurts as it heaves,
My nerves ready to burst.
I am coming undone,
Surely this is my worst?
But alas, it goes on!
The
White Lily Girl:
They say that love is plenty
But mine is simply dead.
She sleeps amongst the flowers
I grew upon her bed...
I wonder if she's dreaming
Of smiles and happy things.
Or playing her favourite game
Of rubber balls and strings...
She used to mean the world to me
But humans took her life.
Oh lord that took my child away
I offer you this knife...
It bears the blood of your faithful humans
The ones you taught to scream of hate...
How many more will join the ranks
Of the damned that I create?
Droolings wrecks and putrid bodies
The ultimate art of sanguine pride!
The dead that groan in utter pain
Will stay forever by
Remember the angel that wiped your tears and made you brightly smile?
You always told her to let you be; you were always in denial.
Remember the angel that sang you to sleep and played with your hair?
You never cared to have her near you, though that smile was still there
Remember the angel that waited for you, the one who waited countless hours?
You never seemed to even notice, I guess that was your power
Remember the angel that saved your life, risking also her own?
You ran away and left her there, you left her there alone
Remember the angel that fell from heaven, only to be with you?
You marked her with your sin and made her feel
Black hearts don't break
because they are hard as diamonds
with razor edges.
They are cold as glaciers,
but rivulet shallow.
Black hearts don't break
because they never give a cell away.
They are strengthened
by the love they've taken.
Black hearts don't break
because they beat only for themselves,
without regard for anyone else,
and burdened by no weights.
Black hearts don't break
because they are sociopathic muscles
whose only goal is survival,
and so they merely die.
Black hearts never break -
it is enough
to make one wish
that they were cruel.
My name is Michael my hobbies are messing with photoshop, my ipod, my dog, & reading (my favorite authors are Jules Verne, Mark Twain and J.R.R Tolkiens) You could say i enjoy studing for school :S most of my pictures will be ones that ive dopne withought thinking about them (dont expect too many uploads!!!)
Favourite Visual Artist
I like to watch Americas Next Top Model XD
Favourite Movies
erm, i would have to say that i really liked Transformers
im starting to get really into poetry, i need some ideas tho :X i also would like to know your guyses "favorite words"
here are a couple of words i love to use, aka my favorite words
raw
mangled
twisted
curor
but
also
alas
illusion
sanity
stench
ribbons
shattering
bloody
beautiful
wonders
elagent
wounded
screaming
limp
scarce
need moar >;3
4 days since ive played any video games (and by any, i mean solely Minecraft :3)
Instead of playing videos games, i have actually begun to do things the productive way!
ive read a book, walked my dog, even got some studying done >:3
and i think my skin color is coming back!
ive seen the world for what it is.... beautiful
(no jk, it actually is kinda fun without video games, you get more productive! and productivity is very important; or so my mom tells me :o)
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on friday i went to my 8th grade dance,
Hey Mishywords,
i saw your lent video today about jesus being tempted by the devil and stuff like that and how your only going to eat soup (as if your not skinny enough :P) and how you chanllenged us (the viewers) to get off our lazzy ares and do something; so i shall!
From now until Easter i will not play any video games!!! ^_^ thanks for inspiring me! :D I hope i dont prove to be that lazy :o
Hi! Uh, I don't know if you remember me, but I wrote [link] that and you had said you wanted to see the poem it was based around, so here it is! [link]
i really like the way you write ^_^ i just joined "writing to live" (the writing group on deviantart i've been watching)) so im thinking of posting a poem or two up every once in a while C;